I feel old. I guess it's around 2 years left of 青春 or youth that I can spend and then the big 30s. By then, I would probably have created my first eroge, sung a few songs and expanded my fantasy universe to publishing status... but if only I wasn't such a procrastinator.
So what's making me write on this forsaken place? Is it 'cause of my brand spanking-new Dell laptop? Is it because my f-page nowadays has a 3-day gap without any entries? Is it to tell the world that I'm working at the Japanese embassy of my country, making me a paid Japanese government worker? Is it because I'm taking JLPT N1 in December without any real preparation (but I should...)?
Well, I miss you guys that's all.
Devoted to work half my time on weekdays and to my PS3 at weekends (is DOA5 worth buying?), I feel whatever online social life I have is quickly eroding away. Even though it shaped what better part of the last decade or so in my life. They say make the effort, since I can't be reached by IMs much anymore and surprisingly soon to be anonymous on IRC too. But... at least I wanna get in touch with you in writing. LJ doesn't seem to be a good enough place, so here's my FB for goodness sake, I don't think my real name is that much of a scary thing anymore... I have a plurk and tumblr too, the tumblr is a bit less Azu-chan and more into my AzureDark guise though.
So... an update entry is what this is I guess. Did I ever mention making the effort to write more LJ entries in the past? See how lazy I am?
So what's making me write on this forsaken place? Is it 'cause of my brand spanking-new Dell laptop? Is it because my f-page nowadays has a 3-day gap without any entries? Is it to tell the world that I'm working at the Japanese embassy of my country, making me a paid Japanese government worker? Is it because I'm taking JLPT N1 in December without any real preparation (but I should...)?
Well, I miss you guys that's all.
Devoted to work half my time on weekdays and to my PS3 at weekends (is DOA5 worth buying?), I feel whatever online social life I have is quickly eroding away. Even though it shaped what better part of the last decade or so in my life. They say make the effort, since I can't be reached by IMs much anymore and surprisingly soon to be anonymous on IRC too. But... at least I wanna get in touch with you in writing. LJ doesn't seem to be a good enough place, so here's my FB for goodness sake, I don't think my real name is that much of a scary thing anymore... I have a plurk and tumblr too, the tumblr is a bit less Azu-chan and more into my AzureDark guise though.
So... an update entry is what this is I guess. Did I ever mention making the effort to write more LJ entries in the past? See how lazy I am?
lazy
tired
awake
worried
thoughtful
distressed
...
bouncy
excited