SINCLAIR

My exams start tomorrow :/ but now I'm having a headache and I don't know why. It's not that I didn't rest well or I did anything strenous. It's not too big but it's still annoying, especially when I need to focus.

I'll probably be like asamidori soon and rant about stuff on nico. Actually I was the one who guided kuyukly to make an account just that he could get the drift with what we talk about at #sosdan (or so he claims) but it's really hard to get the neta if you don't have that JP vocab and humour factor (like what happens to sarcasteak.

( And here goes a short nico rant? )

People are pushing me to go to work right after exams finish x_x why can't I decide on my own future? It's been like this ever since I was born. Then again, all of my acquaintances are getting successful right, left and center and the overall impression they get from me is a failure short of disaster, I need to start emulating them to keep up with their league. I'm just turning 18 inside. People should quit treating me like 24. I don't know what's good for me anymore. Should I follow them and risk my sanity? Or should I try to be myself and get ostracised by them?

Well whatever happens I should stop thinking about those for just these few days.

MY ISP SHOULD DIEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! /wait catch-22!

So the day before my sis went on a vacation to KL and then Vietnam she told me she hasn't put my Disgaea 3 order through because we had connection problems that night. I was kinda annoyed but still if it went through it'll probably arrive just before my exams and I'll surely be distracted, so I left it as it is since she was flying off the next day anyway.

So just yesterday I read selphish's entry about Play-Asia going 20% off all stock for Easter (not counting new arrivals). Talk about lucky >_>; So thus my Disgaea 3 and Ayakashi OP will arrive in a few weeks, at a lower price.

Who says a big f-list is bad? Thanks a lot Tru-kun.

*hops off to uni*

...lemme leave you with a (nico-only) wonderful MAD. Truly brings out the uke in me, I love you dear.

Uh guys...

I'VE NOW GOT DREAMS WITH COLOURFUL SCROLLING TEXT COMMENTS IN JP

 ...人生ｵﾜﾀ＼(＾o＾)／
   ...人生ｵﾜﾀ＼(＾o＾)／
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（…おいおい、ブログで真似すんなよコラ）

So the past few days I've been sleeping early(?) and waking up SUPER-LATE. I mean 7PM late. YES I WOKE UP AT 7PM WTF. Good thing I'm on midterm break...

This is nuts. I swear I slept at about 10-11PM. I think my bed is too comfy for my own good. Or I think the rainy weather felt so good for a sleep-in.

Today, after I woke up super-late again (blame the electricians - stupid power outage forced me to do nothing but sleep in the morn, then I went to sleep again after Friday prayers wtf) I got a nasty headache, so I tried sleeping it off. Doesn't work, because by now I had over 20 hours of sleep. So I tried as hard as I can to rest, roll over on my bed etc, then gave up and went downstairs and had a midnight snack consisting of crackers and tuna spread.

The headache's gone (I guess I didn't eat enough food -_-;) but now I'm sleepy as hell. But in a few hours I have to go to uni and do some stuff. Ohhhh gawd.

Argh, I missed the 4th birthday of hallucino 2 days ago D:

4 years being on my first ever blog. Met many awesome people, i.e. all of you on my f-list. And some of you normal readers too!

So... I hope LJ don't disappear away like it's predicted to be going to (die, Facebook) and taken real care of by SUP.

OMG I forgot all about LJ the past few days O_o; mandatory "I'm still alive" update then.

All week we've been talkin' about otaru_lime's new stay at Canberra. Just a few days after he left HK, he's now lost most of his NEETness and is now some sort of... cook. I dunno, it's nice to finally see him actually trying to strive in the real world but I kinda miss the NEET AJ, who'd talk all night long about eroge and exchanging lolrific links and wasting his time on D2 and APB and shit.

Meh. I guess I'll just remind him of his "origins" for the next 3 years.

My flu isn't getting any better -_-; and uni work is getting a lot more tedious...

Life has been so meh for now. What else to look forward to? I seriously don't know.

So this past week, I worked my arse off on my final year project and made a major breakthrough. It was so pleasing, I was determined to reward myself by doing stuff like my weekly report and a tutorial answer sheet done by today and having Saturday free (technically I don't have class at Saturday (to the uninitiated: public holidays are on Friday and Sunday here)), so I could skip it, but I feel like obliged to come and do stuff at this day).

Well, turns out that Saturday will be a big day for me... I arranged for my osananajimi (childhood friend) to meet me. We haven't seen each other for almost a decade. Yeah, she's basically the girl I chased when I was young.

Considering my phobia with taken girls, this is taking up a lot of courage. But I don't expect much on Saturday other than a good time between two old pals. Rather than getting haunted by the ghost of her every other day I should really face her in the flesh. Not to mention people who know about us are just dying to make us meet. Oh, and I haven't told the people that count about it yet, notably my mom (who'd probably go flipping mad if she knew - but then again she knows her and I'm keeping this as a surprise anyway) and Otaru (in case he gets real jealous, and I already told him I don't wanna go with her).

...so yeah. Tomorrow I'll prolly do some lyric stuff, cool off on Rock Band PS3 (thank you dad~), start up FIFA Manager 08, get a nice haircut and just relax. It's important to treat yourself after some sort of success, I always say.

Because on Saturday it's gonna be the treat of a lifetime.

Currently playing Farland Symphony. Yea, the one with Wing my Way in it... gah, not another Tactical RPG. At least it plays okay... although lack of window mode sucks. everything looks fat on my widescreen, but the worst thing is on map panning, I need to click the corners to pan the battlefield's cam, and when I click the top-right... yea. Alt+F4, no prompt. asdfjkaghjksfasa

( [J] One of the things which means you know you've played too many eroge is when... )

( I suck at dating... )

Thursday is final year project day! Back to work. .-.

I'll be returning to uni next week. Ahhhh holidays come and go. I don't feel like I did much all month...

When are my exam results out? sigh. Haven't had breakfast, will go for it now.